声 光 色 影
混着又混着 天旋着地卷着天
喉际干燥 吐不出声 是因为天又黑了
什么叫着清醒 主副人格天差地远
具力拔河 谁才是主人
镜子 作的是反映
所以时而暧昧 时而饶富深意的笑
是混沌也是清晰地 第一次
酒精催促你不安 蠕动着 不知道这一步走不走得下
身体的呼唤是原始的 没经验过的
然而 也是危险的 欲罢不能的
房间的温度刚好 褪去着身的束缚 你知道 你输了
过程往往开始最艰难 一旦决定了 就无所谓犹豫不犹豫
男人的体味更甚的刺激你 对于未知
天真如你竟选择全盘接受 所以
当他的手试图逾越你身上最后一道防线时
没有拒绝
身体有团火越发炙烈 因此你不得不张开嘴
男人用强有力的双手将你抱起 占有你的双唇
你是多么的惹人怜惜 直长的头发飘散乱着 脑细胞已分不清对错是非
娇弱的躯体使力迎合着男人的呼唤
不够 还差一点
如此销魂 锁着你二十年来的桎梏 在这夜晚
全然失灵
＂今天晚上，我要成为你的女人．＂
阿牙木
不知道女人是不是真这样觉得？ :p
Yesterday just had a project meeting on the progress of the whole system we are currently developing... very funny lor..
Unlike the SMU project we did last time, this time the project was drafted by one of my boss, and the whole project is damn complicated + tedious to do... Since last december we started the development, we had always been off the schedule (very behind some more)...
To the bosses (our team, only 5 persons doing coding, got 3 consultants just sit there everyday and talk talk talk only ~_~), the project seemed extremely simple...
"Just do this do that can liao, 1 day can finish right?"
"I don't care technically how difficult is this, from a user's point-of-view I want to see this done."
Started to feel frustrated, especially during yesterday's meeting. We had been rushing day and night for the whole business logic to be implemented into working codes.. and they just came in the meeting room late at 8.30 pm. Announced that a fundamental concept needs to be changed... this is not the first time le, the main reason we are behind our schedule is because of lack of communication. The TL will tell us wat to do and its based on his understanding, but then its not the boss' understanding...
If we say that the changes were invoked by the users, then boh bian... work sky work floor work till faint also must rush out... but its just because a misunderstanding we need to scrap the whole thing?
UAT is next Monday, that is why I'm still at office T__T oh shit... I almost scolded out at the bosses, most of us have been working 15 hours a day for 7 days a week, and the bosses occassioanlly stay on with us still 8pm (one even left on the dot everyday T__T|||).. whats the meaning of this? Totally no meaning right?
When I shouted out "its impossible to carry on, its definitely a no go", one of the bosses wanted us to share our opinion on the project. ALL OF US said it was a no go, definitely no go.
Then he tried to persuade us to hang on for a few more days. Heck! All he does is check mail and go home punctually everyday, of course easy to hang on la! Why in the first place ask us to share our opinion and say "if all of you say no go, i will reflect to boss and the user, we will see how then"??
In the end still insist "it can be a GO, it can be done" after uttering those nonsense???
In the end? wasted our 2 hours (no dinner!!!) and till 10.30 pm, not a conclusion has been made, he just told us "continue to rush at Friday, try to cut off everything by 5 pm"
where is he now? at home!!! we are still rushing, although my part finish le, but the rest of the team are like dead fish.. too tired to be frustreated, too braind dead to feel any grief---
Last time the SMU project, do till 3 am i also willing, because I had a good boss. He will accompany us until 3 am, although he doesn't know programming at all, he will try very hard to transfer the user's requirements to become technical designs, and then discuss with my TL AND US, so that we have the sense of involvement.
But for the current working flow, we are just programming machine. The person who is responsible to translate doesn't exist. Boss just assumed we know what to do (who briefed us?? not a single soul, just throw us a very very very 模糊 functional spec and expect us to come out with everything!) and we had no one to ask!
Arghhhhhhhhh, the only consolation point is that I have thus far accumulated 1 week's (7 days) time off already.. humphhh, worked OT for 2 months and only 1 week time off, already consider less le leh T__T
.........
Phew, now feeling better le, then thought of this pic sent by Steven, how true it is... hahaha...
Hai, go back to work le :D
Below is my result...
Arena(known to self and others) caring, clever, friendly, helpful, knowledgable | Blind Spot(known only to others) able, bold, brave, confident, giving, happy, independent, intelligent, kind, logical, mature, modest, observant, organised, patient, reflective, sensible, sentimental, trustworthy, wise, witty |
Façade(known only to self) responsive | Unknown(known to nobody) accepting, adaptable, calm, cheerful, complex, dependable, dignified, energetic, extroverted, idealistic, ingenious, introverted, loving, nervous, powerful, proud, quiet, relaxed, religious, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, shy, silly, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, warm |
57% of people think that vtian is confident
63% of people agree that vtian is helpful
57% of people agree that vtian is knowledgable
able (15%) accepting (0%) adaptable (0%) bold (10%) brave (5%) calm (0%) caring (15%) cheerful (0%) clever (47%) complex (0%) confident (57%) dependable (0%) dignified (0%) energetic (0%) extroverted (0%) friendly (42%) giving (10%) happy (5%) helpful (63%) idealistic (0%) independent (21%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (47%) introverted (0%) kind (5%) knowledgable (57%) logical (15%) loving (0%) mature (5%) modest (5%) nervous (0%) observant (15%) organised (10%) patient (21%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (5%) relaxed (0%) religious (0%) responsive (0%) searching (0%) self-assertive (0%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (10%) sentimental (26%) shy (0%) silly (0%) spontaneous (0%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (26%) warm (0%) wise (5%) witty (10%)
感谢伤我的人带来保护我的人
感谢虚伪突显诚恳
－－Eason <
给我最亲爱的你 其实最爱听你牢骚世界有多黑暗
因为最没心计
给此时熟睡的你 其实最爱看你流口水打呼的样子
因为最没防备
给懂我疼我的你 其实最期待你突如其来的消息
因为直嵌心底
给为我受伤的你 其实最心疼你为我承受这些委屈
为我放弃了所有你爱的和爱你的人事物
变成你不想变成的人
我都知道
用上最美丽的词藻 雕上最动人的旋律
都无法的而且确地点出我心中的悸恸
正因为一路走来得之不易
所以份外珍惜格外小心
你是最美丽的星星 一直都是
爱你
感谢那些伤我的人 给我带来了你
终于找到时间把我们的房间给拍下
时间是二零零五年十二月二十四日下午三点
我趁她回公司加班的时候把房间给彻底地收拾了一番
(嘿,不收还好,一收才发现原来我们房间那么脏-__-)
这就是我们的房间啦,虽然小小,可是还算住得舒服自在吧?
落地窗外是花园,傍晚时候会很热闹. 爸爸妈妈会带着孩子在这里散步玩乐.
游乐场呢,就在我们房间正对面. 孩子们嬉闹的声响可以很直接地听到,
但这不要紧:D 因为我们大部分时间都在工作,晚上回来了以后,
花园都空空了呢~
花园的另外一角,是游泳池. 这泳池不算大,最深的部分也不过1.50米.
可晚上的时候整个池畔就会变得很诗情画意.
这里晚上游泳的多是大人,所以气氛宁静. 加上自水底泛起的幽幽灯光,
想不醉,也难.
从我们的房间看不到池塘和烤肉的场地,倒是为我们省去了很多挣扎:
不用看到人家大口大口吃,我们口水大片大片流:D
对了,说到吃,这一天晚上是平安夜.那么多年来的平安夜,
我们都是在人群中度过的.今年我们决定过过二人世界--
自己去COLD STORAGE买齐所有材料,再到IKEA买了玻璃杯
(那张桌子是更早以前在IKEA买的)..嘿嘿~烛光晚餐!
当天的晚饭前菜有SALAD, 磨菇汤;正餐则是一份看起来十分熟实际上
只有大概五分熟的牛排加PENNE和火腿... 够丰富了吧?
配上红酒,虽然食物还有待改进,但气氛却是对的啦~
(后来我们在12月31日当天又再尝试了一次,那一次没有拍到照片,不过东西好吃多了:D)
酒足饭饱后,在等待圣诞节来临的当儿,轮到饭后甜点登场咯.
买不到小个的LOGCAKE, 结果竟然买到四人份的-__-
不过没关系,最后还是被我给扫光了:D
这个LOGCAKE看上去是不是很好吃? 虽然样子看起来很甜,
可吃起来一点也不觉得甜腻, CREAM也没有想象中的多,赞!
:D 2006年,期待
