Disastrous Year

This has been a disastrous year, confirmed!

First my mom had to underwent a surgery to have her womb tumor removed, then now my grandma!

She's had this eye problem all this while and now one of her eyes totally can't see anything. She was diagnosed with 白内障, and after undergoing surgery, she still can't see anything! What's worse is that she had internal bleeding and the eyeball pressure is at danger level.

Really don't know what the doctors in JB are doing, how come the condition becomes worse after surgery? My grandma just underwent the second surgery in general hospital and she still can't see! However, the internal bleeding and eyeball pressure has stopped, thats some consolation at least la...

What have we done in this past year? So many things -_-

Last year wasn't better too, I had this fall while playing basketball and then fractured my knee, then PY's got this urine infection that eventually was diagnosed with kidney stone..

Just that we thought we went through all these, now this struck us... sigh >_<

郁闷

郁闷　所谓郁闷
不过是一种心理投射　非关理性
更多的只是一种精神与情绪上的压迫性抑制释放而已

简单的说　就是有气出不了



不过　真的什么事也没有
是日子过得太安逸与和平所以没机会宣泄自己对很多小事情的不满吗？
有可能

也有可能是因为在越来越稳定的作息中感受到漫无止尽的未来竟是一片疲惫与颠簸
更是无奈无力又无助

也许根本没有什么　所以更想做些什么

想大大声恶狠狠的对着少不更事却又自以为是的小瓜教训一番
想什么都不管就一个人打电动到天亮然后再耍赖不去上班留在家里睡觉
最后再想起来的时候才起床想吃什么就吃什么结果什么都不管

才发现活得越久绑在身上的桎梏就更多
更烦的事是必须在无止境的说说说说说中继续蹉跎岁月
大家都只会说　永远都在说　今天说的是Ａ
明天可以问我为什么不是Ｂ
后天就什么都忘了让我们从新讨论出Ｃ来

是什么样的世界可以把人逼疯？
就这样一点一滴不着痕迹的把你的耐心与心情磨蚀去
然后还带着一丝笑

说真的　要紧吗？

Another Monday

Thank God its Monday... -_- after a horrendous week in which resulted in me falling sick again and not "encouraged" to take MC because of the "big" day, I am finally back at work after sleeping for 2 full days :D



Hmmmmmm, S.H.E and Eason de concert is approaching, I wonder if i-weekly will give out free tix like the previous Lee Hom's concert :D *on fire* this time also want to win free tix!~~~~~

Arghhhh... The return of the cough

Weird, thought I have recovered, so I began drinking cold drinks and eating really oily greasy food, and when I woke up yesterday morning, I couldn't stop coughing -_-

And its worse this time, the phlegm is greener than ever, the sound of me coughing is louder than ever as well T__T When can I take MC?


Sigh, boss has been on two days' MC, envious sia -__-

有时候就是注定的吧...

昨天晚上PY忽然心血来潮说要在下班后在长堤坊(Causeway Point) 吃晚餐, 我想说这些日子下来因为Phase 2 的migration而搞到焦头烂额, 今天就尝试准时下班然后去陪她啦:D

六点,我用冲的逃离工作现场 (再迟个几分钟就会有人出现来叫你做东西了), 六点三十分就到达CP了, 结果PY打电话和我说她那里临时有事要八点多才能下班,我当场晕~~~~~~

这时候我刚好想到我的程式有个BUG, 如果不尽快解决的话可能会对明天的UAT产生很大影响,没办法,既然要等多两三个小时,我就先回公司啦~_~

回到公司,把BUG搞定(结果午夜十二点我进production server check 的时候发现BUG并没有解决) 后,大概八点三十分回到CP, 我当场傻眼...

有消防车,有大批警察,和很多人, 我往里走,发现一半的地方都被封锁了,有烟味... 可是看不到发生什么事情, 就往楼上走去,一往下看T__T 竟然看到工作人员在清理积水,消防员在检查一个被火烧到很严重一下的店,我记得那店应该是Charles & Keith, 连它旁边的店都遭殃..


还好我有回公司,不然不知道会怎样-__-

不过也因为我回公司,就错过了看到事发经过的机会, 不知道是幸还是不幸:)